"why you bother me when you know you don't want me???"

Thoughts:

i don't want myself anymore if you don't want me.
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 1
"why you bother me when you know you don't want me???"
Mood: sad, Intensity: 4
i don't want to be sad anymore.
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 5
i really hate breathing. i don't want to be here anymore.
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 3
i don't know if i believe in second chances anymore.
Mood: mad, Intensity: 3
i need to learn how not to need you
Mood: happy, Intensity: 4
i want to be productive but i don't want to
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 1
something is missing. i just don't know what it is
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 3
he doesn't know who i am and he doesn't give a damn about me
Mood: happy, Intensity: 4
don't know what i would do without green juice
Mood: happy, Intensity: 3
i don't know whether or not i want to become an engineer
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 2
i should always try to not regret my decisions
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 1
he won't respond to me. i just wish he would.
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 5
i don't know who i am and am afraid of coming out as slightly bi. anybody dm me
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 2
i need to start working out before i can't sleep walk anymore.
Mood: mad, Intensity: 1
everyone and everything is super annoying rn
Mood: mad, Intensity: 5
you need to know that i'm hella obsessed with your face.
Mood: mad, Intensity: 2
5:46 pm. i'm crying to the thought of you not wanting to have to do anything with me
Mood: happy, Intensity: 1
guilt has over ridden me. as much as i don't want to apologize i am going to.
Mood: sad, Intensity: 2
i'm afraid i won't get accepted into uw-madison
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 2