what's the best way to reinvent myself with out changing my personality completely? this is physically and mentally

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what's the best way to reinvent myself with out changing my personality completely? this is physically and mentally. clearly what i am doing is not working.
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 5
what should i do to make myself better mentally (personality wise) and physically (looks wise). cause what i'm doing now does not work for me.
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 4
was just in a car pondering who i was mentally, physically, and sexually and the song "who are you" by the who begins playing. lmao what luck
Mood: happy, Intensity: 1