sometimes you gotta waste a few days to realize you don't want to waste the rest of your life

Thoughts:

lesson learned today: i need to learn how to shut my mouth or then no one will want to be around me. gotta stay positive 24/7.
Mood: happy, Intensity: 3
sometimes you gotta waste a few days to realize you don't want to waste the rest of your life. get motivated, rise to your true potential.
Mood: sad, Intensity: 1
i recently got back from a 3 day trip to indianapolis. now that im back home im depressed and wanna stay there for a lot longer.
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 5
i'm trying so hard to remain positive especially with the new year right around the corner. but life doesn't stop for personal crisis.
Mood: mad, Intensity: 1
previous thoughts of escapism dwindling. a few very honest conversations. meditation, and rekindling of my desire to "just help" others really got me back on the right path.
Mood: sad, Intensity: 4
lets smoke some weed and chill dont waste your time being sad or negative waste your time laughing about nothing or everything because you high as fuck. peace motherfuckers
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 5
no one cares unless you're pretty or dying. fuck! ☹️😭
Mood: sad, Intensity: 2