sometimes i think my anxiety makes things i love not worth doing

Thoughts:

i feel like i haven't done anything fun this summer except work
Mood: sad, Intensity: 1
i don't know why i fear doing my homework. i keep putting it off. i just feel anxiety when i think about doing it.
Mood: mad, Intensity: 4
sometimes i think my anxiety makes things i love not worth doing.
Mood: sad, Intensity: 3
i just love when people lie to me, i love having trust issues, it's great
Mood: happy, Intensity: 5
i hate being anti social but knowing others are having fun but i'm too people exhausted to do anything with them
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 3
i think i set my standards really high just so that i can avoid falling in love that easily
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 4
i literally feel like i ghostwrote half these posts on here! i'm relating to so many of you tonight
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 5
i think sometimes its easier to just not care at all. the more i care, the easier it is to hurt me.
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 4
i remember now! i was thinking that even though meditation makes me feel so good. i'm not itching to meditate. why is that?
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 1
if i don't take of my emotional, physical and spiritual health i'm telling myself that what makes me me isn't important or worth anything.
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 5
i think i'm getting out my depression episode cause i finally cleaned my room!!
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 3
someone please say something in response to this? just so i know i'm not the only one who's been through heartbreak?
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 3
i'm so nervous about our marriage counseling tonight. i need to be honest about my lack of feelings.
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 4
my anxiety takes over me. is there a cure to control it?? to fix it? especially social anxiety??
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 2
how can you tell if you're actually in an abusive relationship or are just projecting past trauma onto your significant other?
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 3
work tried to break me on friday and almost did, but managed to stay serene
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 5