i'm not trying to just survive, i'm trying to live

Thoughts:

i want to start a new life someplace else. can't live in this hell anymore.
Mood: happy, Intensity: 3
i'm not trying to just survive, i'm trying to live. tired of just surviving i want to start living.
Mood: happy, Intensity: 4
is anyone else having issues with the app? i can't see my notifications and it won't let me talk
Mood: mad, Intensity: 5
how do i become less shy? i need to be more sociable with new people or other people i haven't seen in awhile.
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 4
i can't sleep and i'm starting to have racing thoughts and urges and i need something to distract me :(( ideas?
Mood: sad, Intensity: 1