i hate feeling like i was meant to always be alone or to be left

Thoughts:

my mind always wonder in my imagination and i like; i hate it when i come back to reality..
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 2
i hate feeling like i was meant to always be alone or to be left. is it me? am i just a phase? am i easy to forget??
Mood: sad, Intensity: 5
i always correct ppl around me when i feel like they are being prejudice so for me to be prejudice just makes me sick.
Mood: happy, Intensity: 4
i wish i wasn't so spoiled, because now i don't know how to control any feelings without having money buy the pain away.
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 5
why would people lie? why don't they just tell the truth? is it that hard?! i wish i can understand liars..
Mood: happy, Intensity: 2
" sometimes hard to do the right thing when the pressures come like lightning .. "
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 4
i want to cry. but i haven't been able to for the longest time. and my heart is left holding all the unshed tears
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 3
there’s so much going on in my mind but i can’t seem to get it out in words
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 4
today was a good day but i didn't get to talk to her too much. i just can't take it why can't she move back ugh😭😫
Mood: happy, Intensity: 3