i finally realize what i want now

Thoughts:

i finally realize what i want now.
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 3
i want to never wake up
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 3
don't think about what to say, think about what they said.
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 5
you will never be in the social mood if you worry about what other people think if you
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 1
i really need my period to come soon.
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 4
"i still can't blame you"
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 3
my good intentions always backfire on me
Mood: sad, Intensity: 4
all i need right now is silence
Mood: nervous, Intensity: 5
i'm so happy to be home, finally.
Mood: happy, Intensity: 5
can i get a kiss & can you make it last foreeeverrr
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 5
the pain will last forever, i'm sure.
Mood: mad, Intensity: 4
its 4 am and i cant sleep. have to wake up at 6.
Mood: happy, Intensity: 1
i can't sleep. it's 4:10am and need to wake up early. i'm stressed af.
Mood: happy, Intensity: 1
we're braking promises we thought we could keep
Mood: happy, Intensity: 5
just give me all your cats and nobody gets hurt
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 1
came to realization that i didn't need his help, i needed him the most but he weren't there when i fell
Mood: mad, Intensity: 5
wanted an orange but accidentally grabbed a grapefruit instead fml
Mood: happy, Intensity: 4
why can i never control myself when out drinking?!
Mood: mad, Intensity: 1
you pray for rain, i pray for blindness
Mood: mad, Intensity: 2
i don't realize how reliant i am on legal and illegal drugs until i run out.
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 5
everytime i find an excuse to forgive you.
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 3
i wonder if i could sing! 😁😁
Mood: happy, Intensity: 1