god take my pain away even if it means taking my life

Thoughts:

god take my pain away even if it means taking my life. just please don't make me feel anymore.
Mood: mad, Intensity: 3
yeah i mess up a hell of a lot but please don't bring up past mistakes of mine, it happened in the past, leave it there
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 4
people will typically always look away first in eye contact. if not i'd your head and shift/shed your eyes off them and carry on.
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 1
ive always wanted to lay on top of my roof and stare at the stars without a care in the world for anything else
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 3
i can't wait until i start college next month, it'll help me take my mind off of some of the things that are currently going on in my life.
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 5
when you get an epiphany, you get tingles... it's almost orgasmic? do you know what i'm taking about? tell me who you are. identify yourself please.
Mood: neutral, Intensity: 5
certainty in yourself, or acting as such will make others question you less and instead follow your lead. be a shepard, not a sheep.
Mood: sad, Intensity: 4
i can't cry anymore but my heart want more.. i feel so numb i wish i could cry more unil all this pain is gone
Mood: peaceful, Intensity: 4
slept just 6 hours in the past 48 hours. don't even feel like sleeping 😕
Mood: happy, Intensity: 2