Social responsibilities dictate me to get a job irrelevant of my liking. I want to experiment. I want to start over as total noon, find something new and be indulged by it,overwhelmed by it.
Before you can construct healthy relationships, you have to understand yourself. If you can't repair a car does it make sense to try and repair a helicopter? Understanding yourself starts with where you have been, evaluating where you are now and then understanding where you want to go.