It is not okay to hide what you feel. But what if what you feel will make people to look you with other eyes? What if by speaking up my feelings i am sure all my life will change completely (and not for good)? There are some feelings society sees as wrong, so we can’t really always say what we feel. We take our chances by doing so. And I don’t want to take chances, but I’m drowning in myself by keeping quiet. I hate everything.
I've come to the point in my life where I don't want to socialize with any other humans anymore because everybody will try to tear you down or make you fail even tho you're giving your best. They wanna see you do bad and always having to fight against that is so damn stressful and then also having these mood swings, y'all I think I'm bipolar frfr I been doing so bad lately