At one of the lowest points in my life. I don't know who I am anymore

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What's happening?
Hit with a bunch of different struggles, unemployed, no money, searching for a job but struggling to keep one, stress in my relationship, suffering from borderline traits and just extreme anxiety and depression. I've been this way for as long as I can remember and I'm seeking treatment. I just don't remember it ever being this bad
Do you have a place to live?
Yes
Thats a good starting point. Keep trying, sunshine! Something will come along.